im lost

No, i don't need a compass or anything..coz im utterly lost. im just leading myself to nowhere. i just hope this whole stressful things will be over soon. If only im a whizz-kid. im sure there's nothing i should be worry about. *deep sigh* my emotions are hella beyond for words. im feeling angry.sad.ninny.stress.even suicidal.but most of all, im being envious. Please tell me what to do? -_-

Reunion class 5 sains zoo (9 animals survived)

ZOMGSH..im so hella exhausted..I think im dozing off anytime soon..i went out the whole day today..yeaaap..i had fun with my franciscan buddies. i miss em' so much. especially Brejyl!! man..she'd changed..O.O..she's blazing hot. lols. Fyi, cleavage of the day: Brejyl and Nad.ahahah..seriously man.it's like u can fit in your handphone between em' that it wont fall off..XDD p/s: nad. i need those pichas.lolss..anyway, we went to k.k box, karam and singing our ass off.XD

The meeting was supposed to be our reunion sains zoo class( about 20++)..but it turns out to be like a small group (20-11)..-_-..apparently, someone is sick and couldn't make it. and the rest..blergh..typical reasons. no transport,busy, etc..etc.. blablabla. shesshh.lols..and what a strange twist..siti and i were wearing the same heels..lols! look,look!



Unfortunately..that shoe wasn't being friendly to me.I have the massive urge to take it off even if people will most probably think im crazy or whatsoever.. -_- It's such a pain in the ass..i could have lost my toes coz its killing me from the inside...( i wonder if siti feels the same way as i did. or its just me.-_-)


our group photo!^_^

Gay moon

For all these years..i thought i was going to have a perfect life..until..I've reached chapter 18 of the novel new moon..why Edward? why? why do u have to ruin everything..?? i just wish u could just die..haiz... They were 'this' close to kiss..but no..THAT FILTHY BLOODSUCKER (jacob's phrase.lols) RUIN EVERYTHING..ARGHHHHHHH..STUPID AUTHOR. NAD'S RIGHT. IT IS BADLY WRITTEN.

THE PLOT IS SO FCKING GAY.. MY POOR DARLING JACOB ♥♥♥..I HAVE SO MUCH CURSING.. BUT BOTTOM LINE.. I HATE EDWARD A.KA ROBERT PATTINGAY. I LOVE JACOB BLACK A.K.A TAYLOR LAUTNER ♥♥♥. THERE.

Happy BELATED RAYA!!>_<

lols..i know its just a lil too late to wish Raya now..gah. im such an absent minded.=.= im so sorry.>.<!! anyway, im still going to say it right now.haha.. HAPPY RAYA TO ALL MY BELOVED MUSLIM FWENS!! nad,son,zemi,kerbs, etc & etc. speaking of which, i went to zemi's open house today..XDD Typically, going to raya's open house is about cramming all those mouth watering kuih raya.nyum2. thanx zemi.lols..although..im like having a never ending fart right now..=.="

cake lapis!! :DD

You've got a friend in me

seriously man..i've been watching HEAPS of movies these days..>_< which includes disney's cartoon. and that explains my title for today..XD anyone who still doesnt know what movie im talking about deserves to get a light hit on the head..:D

I've cleaned my ex room today. hmm..i kinda miss it. it was all dusty and its like being abandoned now.haha. but i decided to make it a study room..XD then..i did my nasty laundry. when will it ever stop.=.=" cant we just use our same outfit forever??..in that way, i'll never have to do those nasty job. But then again, facts are logic. It aint gonna happen.=.=

anyway, my sis n i baked cookie today..or..at least i think it was..as far as i know, cookies are meant to be hard n crunchy. but what kind of cookie that has soft texture?=.= so yea..i guess mission failed.lols. nvm..thats like only our 2nd attempt.
Thanx to my ulcer, i cant chew well..you should have seen me eating..sigh.

I knew its too good to be true

NEVER. I mean NEVER... Judge a book by its cover. you'll never know what's behind those flawless figure. I can hardly believe my own ears..im quite upset..seriously i am..i know i shouldnt be. But i dont know why it bothers me..maybe cause i am starting to like u as my bosom friend.

its been 2 years since i last saw you ♥

sooner or later, i just had to be awarded "the frequent visitor of city mall" !! i'll never get tired of that same building.ahahah. i dont know what's got into me, i cant believe im treating my sis today. Phrase of the day: "its all on the house". Well..what can i say. But i know..being me, i knew i just have this kind nature thang. LOLS..jkjk..XD

later at night, i was helping my dad to keep the store spick and span. *coughs* at least i think i am. cause all i did was rummaging all the boxes for old stuffs and took about 30 mins before im over with that thing.lols. and Oooohhh!! look what i found! my long lost blue apron!!>_<


Dont mind me..i just miss my franciscan life. :P somehow, i can see all my flash backs when i was using it.

Wobbly wobbly :DD

omgsh..i know this may sound crazy, and lame and soooo yesterday. i think im in love with SYLVESTER STALLONE since like an hour ago??. ahahahah.. i was watching his stunning movie rambo..gaawdddd..he's sooo cool..muscular...big..broad shoulder...*drools* what more can i say..yes.yes.yes.i know..he's old.but who cares..he's smoooOOOooOking hot!!!

*squeals* XD he's still hot although he was smeared with blood all over!!
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eheheh..anyway..today, i did a hand made durian pudding! sheeshh..FINE. i dont wanna get striked by the lightning. shouldnt be telling lies.LOLS..its a ready made pudding. its' damn damn damn damn easy..all u need is boiling water and a refrigerator..

yea trust me..its cool & delicious..lols.



lookie!! i've made a love-shaped hole.XD



lols..i think u know where the wobbly love went.

It looks darling on u!! :P

One thing i like about Malaysia besides, away from any disasters is the various of HOLIDAYS!! :DD Since we have various of races, we have various of holidays too! lols.. deepavali, christmas, CNY, raya and blablabla..:DD speaking of which, here comes raya holidays!! wee!!

so so so..this morning, as usual i did my nasty house chores..gah. let's skip that. u wouldn't want to know about how i wash those dirty undies and so on. -_- anyway, guess what?? HUH. WHAT?!! NO, I DID NOT FALL ON MY BUTT.hmph. damn. whatever..LOLS..i went to city mall..YEAY~~ my favourite mall ♥♥..-_^V

Have i told u that im a " oh look!-this dress is cute!!-I should try these on!!" person? yeap.u betcha.. i love trying on clothes..lols. I just had to try it on. although i dont intend to buy 'em..heee..

sheeshhh..im not good with taking photo in front of a mirror..
seriously i dont.-_-

can we turn back the time??

Finally~~excel/trial is over..!! But that doesnt make any difference. We're still going to face the REAL stpm examination soon.VERY SOON.*gasp* omgsh..how can time goes by so fast?? i mean really fast. I remember vividly the day where i was just started my form 6 life in sabah college.

And then BOOM! the next thing i knew.. AGAIN. im in the middle of typing in my bloggy. complaining more about time.its as if God has been forwarding my life..NOoo..I do not wish this to happen.-__- its because of

ONE. im not ready for STPM
TWO.im not ready for STPM &
THREE.im soooo not ready for STPM

That's the three main reasons.lols..:P
>>>>>>RANDOM STRIKES<<<<<<
OMGSSHH...PROGRAMMING.DATABASE.
PROGRAMMING.DATABASE
ANY IDEA HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO GET RID OF THESE STUPID ASSIGNMENTS? EXACTLY...THERE'S NO INGKCUF WAY. OKAY.FOR ONCE. I REALLY WISH I COULD SKIP ALL THESE OBSTACLES..SIGH.SIGH.SIGH.

I SWEAR. I'LL DO WHATEVER IT TAKES.

im so pissed.. It keeps on failing over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over AGAIN.

YES. U BETCHA LIL' INNOCENT READERS..IM UTTERLY MAD.NUTS.

IF YOU'RE WONDERING WHAT THE KCUF IM TALKING ABOUT,
ITS ABOUT MY BAKING SUX.SUX.SUX.
THIS IS MY "ONLY GOD KNOWS" HOW MANY TIMES I'VE BEEN ATTEMPTING ON BAKING CAKE.

THIS IS MY MASSIVE DISRUPTION FOR THE TIME BEING.
IM NOT GIVING UP. I NEED MEASURING TOOLSSSS...YEAA....THAT'S WHAT I NEED..........

P/S: I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE READING MY GEO MAN INSTEAD OF READING RECIPES.WAKAKAKAK...

S.o.S please someone help me=___="

kjd%%@@##!!..i just found out that P.P questions
were 100% plagiarized directly from the text book.
WHAT DA FISH.
RAWWWWWRRRRRR!!!!!
HOW
CAN
IT
BE..

OF ALL QUESTIONS..WHY DOES IT ALWAYS
HAVE TO BE THE ONES THAT I DID NOT MEMORIZED??!
WHY.WHY.WHY.WHY.WHY.WHY.WHY.WHY.WHY

P/S: NOT IN DA MOOD TO BLOG. HMPH. IM IN MY BIGGEST DEPRESSION NOW.

Im gonna grind u slutty...^_^V

Here we go again..test,exam,test, n here comes trial week.
Gah.it feels like i've been answering papers every week
can u imagine that -__-
anyway, silly dilly me. i thought our comp paper start at 11am..
DAMN. FACTS ARE CRUEL. IT ACTUALLY STARTS AT 7AM!!
hahah..its okay, cause doing last minute revision is always productive.:DD

AND then. bad thing happened.
rc cried.. seeing those slut bitches having sweet talk with mr dumb dumb. sorry rc. i cant help it.LOLS
ITS PAYBACK TIME..:DD LET'S SHOW THEM WHO'S THE BOSS, RC!!XD

After school, my sis and i went to city mall.heeee..
she was so busy browsing for clothes.while i was BUSY TRYING on dresses.LOLS

I just hope none of u notice my pants.-_-
oh snap. i just gave a clue.lols..xd

blergh!!@_@

HOLY MOLY COW MooOOO MooOOO!!
I bet you're dying to know what happened this morning.......
its kinda embarrassing like only God knows how yet funny at the same time ..naaah...i think i'll just keep it between rc n me..LOLS..>_<

oh!oh!oh!

I did tempura shrimp as my 3rd attempt for lunch..!!
hee..i've enjoyed having smudges all over my face XDD
hmm..i have nothing much to say..lols..GAH.

I WAS SUPPOSE TO BE STUDYING BY NOW..
BUT NOOO..my lappy is so damn irresistible -__-
ok,ok..I'LL STUDY TONIGHT..FOR SURE.
i'm gonna switch off my lappy just to make sure i wont get tempted that easily..
yeaa..that's what exactly im gonna do..yuup..!!!
pffftt..like that would help..LOLS.

ANYWAY..U'VE GOTTA WATCH THIS
if any of u wondering why, im watching this..that's not important.
lols just watch and enjoy..XD

people who cant handle nasty things are not encourage to watch.

p/s: RC, BREAD N BONET..I DOUBLE DARE YOU TO WATCH THIS VIDEO ehehehehe...CLICK CLICK! :DD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uP4tQR2lmv8&feature=related

Finally..Fridaayy...@_@

yessss..!!!
i love love love FRIDAY!!
why? cause ITS A FREE DAY..XDD
get it?FRIday, FREEday?
Damn.i heard crickets instead..:P
okaay....just a lil lame joke.lols
3 periods of p.p and geo class is definitely
not a free day at all..
we'll have to lend our ears and
hear all the babbling.

Anyway, good thing bout Friday is that, i'll get to rest from
that "stupid-dumb dumb-makes no sense-deserves to be in hell"
programming subject..XDD hee..

YEAAYY....i had PIZZA for my breakfast at school today
THANK U DEAR BREAD...YOU're THE BEST
I LOVEE IT!! U'VE GOTTA TEACH ME TO MAKE PIZZA!!! >__<

Gawd. bonet is such a pain in the ass
she's being a nuisance during p.p class
it's as if im babysitting a 5 years old kid.lols
although i must say, she's kinda cute.ngee..:P

as for RC..chill down dear..
you'll have to trust yourself
you'll gonna get him someday and u WILL.
*crossed fingers* XDD

Listen to the rhythm of the falling rain~~ :D

omgsh..someone was really "WET" today
hahahhaha..coughs2 >_<
anyway, i dont know what she meant by "wet"
but im quite sure that, i was completely drenched in the pouring rain this afternoon
LOLS

today was quite fun at school. although..
some unkind peeps ruin our day (bread n i to be exact)
let's just skip that *sigh*
and a lot of things that cracks me up today ^^
with my wacky friends, of course.

I took my afternoon nap ( oh gosh, i feel like sleeping forever)
Plus.this rain is making me cosy under my blankie :D
i mean seriously.

haha..bored bored XD

Since ah celle, bonet n belle were so busy
doing their art, painting.
Bread n i were 'busy' doing this >>

BREAD's MASTER PIECE XDD
niceee kaaann...!!


LOLS..my piece of crap

Error of the day

Daging=tai
graf bar =graf "BRA"

ROFL
only two creatures know what nonsense im talking about
u know who u are.
wakakaka..XDD