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boo hoo..I think im too old for this duncha think? i mean, being nervous. Well i mean seriously..why would i, a 19 years old girl should be ? I'm big enough to handle things on my own ba.ish! am i motivating myself? yea..i think i am.lols.=.=

This Friday..imma start this friday..gosh. for the First time in my life, i'll start working. yeah working as in work for the customers.not for the family where u have to do house chores and stuff. why do i even bother to blog this. -_- dont mind me, i just feel like it.lols!

and to whom may concern- nad,chelle,bread,man or even dino ray (since u've been asking me if i got a job already) , haha..yeap. i just got myself a job..~.~ I was planning to keep it to myself. But i know sooner or later, i just have to "spill the beans" ngee...lols. So wish me luck on my first day. :D

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Testing 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 for blogskins..>_<

All i wanted was to watch movie on christmas...):

Too bad..luck isnt with me this time..well yea, u know what dey say.."sometimes, shyt happens" . i've ruined everything..haiz. wasted rm14 for the unused avatar movie tickets.sorry for the mishap sis... (._.)

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE..HAVE A BLESSED AND A JOYFUL CHRISTMAS..!!:DD

Dear Santa,
I dont need new dresses, shoes, etc and etc like i've been yearning for all time,
cause i know i dont deserve 'em and i've been a really baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaddd gurl,
As my punishment, all i want for christmas is HIM. nothing muCh :D
The desperate one, MADona.
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Muhauz+Crazy="MAD" ona~!! XD ♥♥

"we're here"

The moment i've received a text message from honey bunny, my heart was pounding..wth man..it's as if imma meet my BF on a date..(although im not really sure if that's how the feelings are :P) haha..As usually, like even for 3 days of not seeing each other, in a public place with a "i-dont-care-tuppence-what-will-the-crowds-think" sensation, we gave each other an abnormal greet..lolss..XDD

soon.. pong, ct, miaw, bayau and cha2 came (freaky names huh?lols) . We were like a stereo in that little pizza HUT. lolss..Then, we went inside da cty mall, and most of em, except honey and ct went separate ways to buy me a presie..jeez..-__- Overall, i had A BLAST with my muhauz today~!!unfortunately, Nad a.k.a paling gila in muhauz, couldn't join us this time..*sigh* I miss her so much..oh well, NAD, I'LL BE WAITING~!! T_T

OHHH..SPEAKING OF WHICH, HAPPY BIRTHDAY NADD~!!! YOU'RE NOW OFFICIALLY 19!19!19!19!19!19!19!@INFINITY WAKAKAKA..I LOVEEE U~!!! ♥♥♥♥

Sorry nad, i had to steal your pic..this one pretty ba..:D

HAPPY BDAY AGAIN NAD..!!XDD MUAAHHX!!

"err...dad..there's this christmas party at church..and..im wondering if u'd let me go" (19.12.09)

UNBELIEVABLE.
MY DAD ACTUALLY
DID NOT FORBID ME.SWT.XDD

lols..i would like to thank Bon for inviting me.. although at first, i'm positive that i really couldn't make it. Apparently, her persuading skill is killing me -_-. FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE, i went to putatan with bon where the christmas party was held. As soon as we've reached there, Bon and i went to the coughsrm2shopandabovecoughs to get some gifts for the exchanging later..XD wakaka..After a long browse here and there (plus chit chatting, goofing around), We decided to buy a cute bolster..:P And thanx a lot, to that shop for their excellent service, we had to wrap them by ourself on the staircase. -___- ooohhh!! what a small small world! i met my OAT there too..:3

I was so damn nervous at first. afraid they might not welcome the newbies..Well yea, that's how it usually turns out ba..:p But naaah..Bon was right..they're very friendly and funny at the same time..!! XD We've played fun games, ice breaking, exchanging gifts,hearing some talks and also my most favourite part was listening to a joyful hymns by Bon..she has a lovely darling voice.^^ The party ended around 8 plus at night. Although it was a merely short party, it means a lot to me.^^ thank u bon, u made my day..♥♥ p/s: curse u cel,bread and belle for not showing up.zz

Got this for the gift. just as i've expected, a photo frame!lols

junior carollers XD (16.12.09)

Almost every year, dad invites a christmas carol at our house..:D But this time, it's a JUNIOR carolers ~!! omgasshh..they're so cutee and adorable..:3

p/s: yea, sorry for da suckish quality..evidently, i need a new cell phone.blergh..>.<

At that same night, my sis and i went to church for a confession..lols..dont get the wrong idea. in case some of u wonders, a confession is a time where u had to confess all your sins to the priest. yes. to the PRIEST, especially to those roman catholics.:D and i was having a hard time on my own and stuttered a LOT.=_=" swt.

I♥YOUJACOBTAYLORBELLAANDEDWARDSUXX!!

That's right u innocent readers..i've watched new moon. i knew i should have watched something else like zombieland or anything. whatever..there's no turning back..zzz..=.=" it really ruined my birthday.wth man..i cried at the ending..coz of that biatch bella made my poor jacob (DAMN HE'S SMOKING HOT AND TURNED ME ON THE WHOLE TOPLESS SCENES *SQUEAL* ♥♥) cried.

ANYWAY.

THANK U FOR ALL THE BIRTHDAY WISHES GUYS. MUAAHXX..:D NAD,CHELLE,BREAD,BON,SHADOW (im just mentioning to the bloggers here.lols) AND THANK U DEAR CHELLE FOR THE EXAGGERATING THING ON YOUR BLOGGIE.LOLS.THAT'S SO SWEEET OF U..LOVE YAA!!!♥ overall, i had a great birthday(it would have been a blast wif my fwens though>.<)..went to pizza hut for dinner.lols. and here, i would like to make an oppurtunity, to say thatI LOVE MY BRO for the toblerone he bought for my presie. haha..yea.erh..i dont say 'i love u' to my own brothers and sisters like FACE TO FACE.ngeee...it's a siblings thing. i'll feel disgusted.hahah..so yea..he'll never goin to read this.:P

*SNIFF2* I SMELL FREEDOOMMM!!! :D

THE DAY HAS FINALLY ARRIVED. IT'S THE MOMENT THAT I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR AGES AND AGES AGO..THAT I, MADONA JAMES HAD OFFICIALLY DONE MY STPM..AND ALSO, MY HIGH SCHOOL LIFE..:DD WEEEEE.....~~~!!!! XD
although.................................
once again, im going to miss my maktab's life..friends..teachers..*sigh*


BUT HEY, LOOK AT THE BRIGHT SIDE!! :DD NO MORE STRESSING OVER ASSIGNMENTS AND SO ON..WAKAKAKAK..AND OHHHH..NOOOWWWWW I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT TO MY HAIR, HEAPS OF PIERCING,PLUCKING EYEBROWS,COLORFUL NAILS, ETC..ETC!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..XDXDXD YEAAYYYYY!!! CHRISTMAS IS COMING~!! LET IT SNOW LET IT SNOW LET IT SNOW. XDD

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