When you look back, what do u see?

First of all, i cant believe im here again. im not suppose to be here. this is not the right place where i should have been. i belong in my study room ............. well, but who cares? im already here and there's nothing you can do about it. bwahahahha.. I believe u notice some changes here.. yeap.. just arranging it a lil bit different now. and most of all. PURPLE!!! YEAY PURPLE!!! :D

So. this is it. the last day of 2011. hmm.. still not that excited. as i was saying i still have to sit for the stupid finals. ugh. So overall. how was my 2011 life? Well, to start off, blablablabla .. blablabla .. blablablabla.. blababla..ghtupospfkk;%%%%. &^^^^hghghbabqqqeeee):):): Also, i blablablahsgtuuwqqqq%%^^^8akk. oh sorry. what i meant to say was every year is just the same for me. ups and down, ups and down. nothing new. well isnt that too cliche for everyone? unless if i suddenly gain some magical powers, met a real live peter pan and bring me to neverland. and yes. that might be something that i can say wicked cool!

As i have promised, i would like to list down my new year resolutions :
Long hair. and i vowed to never ever try to cut my hair again.
No last minute work ( I bet my whole life this can never happen. lol )
And still wanting my hair to be dyed to dark violet
Pay attention in lecture.
Avoiding that someone. he's the bad guy. not me. and.
last but not least, i want everyone to be happy. especially you! dont show your stupid sulky face in front of me anymore!

anyway just 10 minutes ago, Oat came and brought me a chirstmas and my belated Birthday gifts. Thats where i decided to do a post now. lol. daaawwwwww.... you shouldn't have bought me 2 gifts. Thank you so much oat. I super super super loveeee it!!! Too bad you couldnt stay a lil longer.. need to have some girls talk like we used to.. oh well, there's plenty of time! especially after my finals, okay! I love you!

aww.. u even put your pictures in it. Wo hen ai ni oat.

Hello hot stuff

Dear Managerial accounting,
Why are you so difficult to understand? You know i love you..so please be good to me okay? I have had enough about you asking me to find, this cost, that cost and bla bla fucking cost which makes no fucking sense. You're lucky u dont exist as a person cause if you are, i would definitely stab u a zillion times. Because of your fucking complicated calculation, i could almost give up. Why cant you be more simple like 1+1? then it will be easier for us. So please do me a favor, not to complicated things more. I have 6 more subjects to concentrate. so im begging u on my knees. Fucking please.

Fuck Facts about me when finals is just around the corner

Sigh. Anyhow, I AM GOING TO START STUDYING TODAY. YEAP. TODAY IT IS.

Lonely Christmas

This year is probably the most pathetic Christmas for me. I hate the fact that we still have to sit for our finals on 4th of Jan. I dont really have the excitement in me. New year celebration? ugh. more like exam preparation for me.Now how the hell did i end up here again..? 7 more days to welcome 2012. I need a new resolutions! Well.... *coughs*..... it seems like my so called resolutions for last year didnt seem to work. let me see..

No night class - Passed
Doing revision before and after lecture - Didnt last for long so, failed.
Einstein's brain - Failed
Dye my hair to dark violet - Failed
Long hair like Rapunzel - What do you think? Failed!!
More freedom - Dont even bother to ask about freedom. Failed!!!
Happy life - I guess so. no comment. LoL

There you go. Only one passed. Okaay. will list down my new resolution on the next next post. heee.. I have 1 more week to study.. and i havent start a single revision yet.. omg.. Dear study mood, could you come back here for a week? pretty please.. i need you so badly. sighh.. I was supposed to start yesterday.. but i know, being me, i had to be a procrastinator. Instead of doing the right thing, I was playing Cabal. you know, the online game. surprised? dont have to. cause there a lot of other girls playing that game too. Also ask Whity to join. awwww... i really missed the old days in the game..

And it took us almost 4-5hrs to kill that bloody snowman coupleChristmas Spirit in the game as well! Whity got himself a rudolph ride for 3hrs. LOL

It's His Birthday today!

All i want for christmas is...... no, not you.

I am dying to have this perfect hair. it's a wig. But how i wish it can grow like this on my head. sigh. massive disruption in my life : hair

Oh look! another granny!

Dear darling nad,
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO YOU~~ hahaha.. there.. straight forward wish. no poems, no lame jokes or anything. cause we're 21 . we're an adult now. and i can no longer do those previous lame post. Well, all i wanna say is that, i Love you and i missed you! im glad we've been friends for so long and im really glad some things never change. just like our friendship! So i wish u'll have a blast with ur friends on ur birthday today and May all your dreams come True... May God bless you! *hugs and kisses virtually* Okay. next, im going to sing you a birthday song!! but im going to need miaw to sing it with me.. are u ready partner?? okay...3,2,1 action!

Y DO BIRDS.... DIE EARLY.. TAI TRESIH.. BNYK TAI~ JUST LIKE TAI...
SII... TRESIH... TAI TRESIH..... *here comes the awesome part*
AAAAAAAAAAA~~~~ TAI TRESIH.....~~ AAAAAAAAAA~~ TAI TRESIH...

HAHAHAHAHAHHA... and what makes you think we're mentally adult nad? WAKAKAKAKAKA... im never going to stop with our crazy and wacky attitude.. after all, we're Muhauz right? heheheh.. I LOVE U NAD....!!!!

Nadddd... i miss those old time... :') I wanna squeeze u tight....!!

Why

do i always get to be the listener..? its not that im mad or anything. its just that.... im just so tired to lend my ears to them. but why wont anyone listening to mine? I have problems too okay.. sigh. I mean.. do you seriously buying that i have no problems at all.. i laugh, i smile a lot just to hide those ugly truth feelings. and my face is cramped.

Is it okay to be jealous?

Chris hemsworth & kristen stewart? hmm..

Release date : 31st May 2012 (Malaysia)

Can dreams get any weirder?

It's been quite a while now. i've been dreaming about driving a car quite a lot ( and i dont even know how to drive yet). And i just dreamt one last night. I really dont understand why. okay, i've just googled about car dreams. it says, if im the one that drives the car, means im controlling my own life. Well. it's so confusing. sometimes there's always someone else driving too and im at the passenger's seat. I wonder what you're trying to tell me, dream. why can't you be more normal.. sigh.

P/s: i need to start my statistics and mandarin assignments today!!

Again

Me and my hair. we've got real big issues. Of all part of me, hair will be my priority and the most important assets. yes, i dun care even if i have small boobs. I can never shut up about complaining my hair. it's just me. and my mum got really tired of it. i can sense that she would really staple my mouth if she had to. Also, Blow drying my hair everyday is really tiring and time wasting.

So i've recently discovered that 'relaxing hair straightening' actually exist. omg. im soo outdated. its waaaay better than those typical rebonding method. Hair relaxing makes your hair more naturally straight compared to rebonding which causes your hair to be flat. and its really unattractive. ugh.

Here's an example of hair relaxing.. looks naturally straight.. credit to this blog.

Rebonding method. no longer attractive to me.

Sigh. Next year. im waiting for you PTPTN!!!

omg omg omg omg omg omg omg im so goin to watch this!!!

Dear diary, today was perfect. But the next thing will be sadness.

21? naaaaaaaahh... im 12.. :D

yea. i know it's pretty late to blog about this. I was extremely busy for the past few days. sigh. But all the hard work sure pays off everything! I am through with you stupid ass! If it wasnt for statistics, i'd be totally FREE by now.. like really really free.. !!

12/12/2011
Okay..so what do you know. i've just turned 21. so? not a big deal.. Adult by the age. maybe yes. but adult in reality? definitely i would say, not in a million years.. With my dangerously + overprotective dad, i will never get to have the real feeling of being an ADULT. i dont even know what does 'adult' mean. It's not in my dictionary, HELP!

Okay!! despite those pathetic fact i couldn't avoid right now, i really had a blast on my special day. It was really special cause i never had birthday fall on school day. well usually december means holidays right? So this time, i finally get to celebrate birthday at school! So much awesome thing happened! The birthday song sang by TRUMS (aww.. I love u guys), never-ending birthday wishes, presents and finally New cell phone ( I Love you from the bottom of my heart, lao gong) . hehehehehe. Also, special thanks to my dear Li Yi for treating us KFC. It's really finger lickin' good!

Aww... how sweet.. Birthday cards from my 2 darlings Fel and Paul

Dear Paul and Fel, i really appreciate the presents. But most of all, having you guys are the most wonderful present i ever had!