I am a sinner and its almost been 2 weeks now

And it continues until now. But i don't know what's happening. its been ignoring me since yesterday. im so frustrated. I know i shouldn't be. but part of me is hoping too much. its just not meant to be. sooner or later this has got to stop. Sigh. Im really down today. *sigh* please dont ignore me. please...

I am a sinner and it's been a week now.

Yes, it happens all the time. especially when im super nervous. damn u sweaty palms. each day, im making a huge sins. and i didnt even realise that it actually went to the next level yesterday. this thing really need to stop. right this instant. i cant take this any longer. haiz. dear devil, you're really good.

I am a sinner and its been 4 days now

Indeed i am a total sinner. I never expect this thing would happen and its actually happening now.it got worse. im feeling happy and guilty at the same time. sigh..seriously...i dont know which side i am. now i know how sinful a human can be. i did not mean to say that i committed no sins. b4 But this is the biggest sin i made so far. like really really big. i dont know what to do about it. its really beyond my control...aaaaaaaaaa...where's Harry Potter when I need him. I need him to use his magic spell to mend me.

I SERIOUSLY CAN'T BELIEVE IT. WE'VE BEEN FRIENDS FOR 3 MONTHS. AND LOOK WHAT HAPPEN NOW.