Sunday, April 29, 2012

Community Camp

So yesterday 28/4/2012, TRUMS made a day trip to Kota Marudu. Basically, the camp was to help the villagers in need. The place is quite rural. They had to go miles and miles away to get to the town. I seriously dont know how can they survive in such place. so we were divided into few departments, like the F&B unit, Library unit, Gardening unit and etc. I was in the library unit with fel. Our unit didnt do much compare to the rest of the units. all we did was cleaning and decorating the house/school. and i feel glad for that cause the rest of the units had to stay outside during the 'gotong-royong' session, under the hot sun. while we the lucky ones, didnt have to.hahahaha. And as usual, Fel and i are the mischief makers.

After the Gotong-royong session, the donation stuff were distributed to each family. I have so much things at home that should have been brought there for the donation. But i am too old to remember things now. sigh. STUPID FORGETFUL MADONA! The kids were already there during that time. While waiting for the meal time, the kids were playing happily with their friends. some of them play the 'guli'. I couldnt help myself but to interrupt them. wahaha.. Sandry, the little boy who taught me to play guli is so nice. He even ask me to join with him like im the 'player 2' in that game. lol.

Around 2pm or so, we had our lunch. Knowing myself, i gave half of my rice to Sandry and of course vege. lol. While watching them eating, i saw one little boy were closing his eyes while holding his plate. At first, i thought he refused to eat. But after seeing him doing the cross sign, tears suddenly rolled down my cheeks. He was actually praying before eating. From that moment i realise that, i am so stupid and sinful in every way. How could i always been complaining about my life. Even kids that dont own any toys to play with except guli, would pray before eating.

Unfortunately, not all the kids are lil angel. There's this one particular boy who was about 4 years old really pissed everyone off. What happen was, at first he was very attached to kee2. During that time, i have already despised the fucking moron to the max cause earlier on, that fucking kid punched lightly on my 'you know what'. Some more, he made a body glove sign on maureen's track suit with a fucking paint! so during the meal time, he was reluctant to eat. Kee2 was trying so hard to persuade him but it didnt work. Everyone forced him like hell and he started to cry so loud. to my biggest astonishment, he suddenly hit kee2 so hard on her face that everyone started to panic. When i saw her, her face was already red and she looks as if she was about to faint. During that time, i was so worried and stuck. I was about to let out my rage when there's just something that stopped me. A voice within told me to stop, not to turn into monster. Otherwise i could have abuse the kid. I feel so sorry for the parents, really. They need to do something about it, before that fucking kid turn into a devil.

After that incident, my excitement was no longer there anymore. However, exclude that terrible incident, i do enjoy that trip so much. At least i have contributed someone to those who suffer from poverty. Although fixing the ceiling was an epic fail, the villagers still seems to be so happy about our presence. lol. The camp had taught me a valuable lesson. I was wrong about thinking myself that i was the most suffering person alive. But after the trip, it had opened my eyes that, there are much more people who suffer more than i do.

Fel, and I doing the lame drawing. lol.
Hand made book rack by the Trums boys. Good job guys. :D
The most hardworking unit. lol.
Lovers XD
Din, the young peace maker. lol
Chicken dance by the sporting units. lol.
My girls and the tried face me. -_-

Meanwhile, Paul n Fel busy distributing the food. XD
My awesome course mates, maureen, thinej n navina. XD

Saturday, April 14, 2012

Someone murder me


Oh me gosh. I have 2 more days before school reopen.. and so far, what did i do during this whole week? NOTHING. assignments + revision = 0% progress. I seriously dont know whats got into me. aaaaaaa!!! HELP ME!!!!! why do i always have to end up like this? shit shit shit shit shit shit shit. SHIT. DX

Anyway, yesterday was my bf's birthday. And i bought him nothing. i am such a big loser. it's suppose to be your birthday, but you still bought me the nail polish. You said ' i dont need any birthday present.. all i want for my birthday present is you to be happy'.. awwww.. that's the sweetest thing you've ever said to me. But that's too good to be true. i mean, it's not that im not buying your sweet words, but still, i need to give you something that is worth for you. I promise will buy it for you right after i get my refund from UMShit.. dear kee2. thank you for listening to my lame shit. lol

ok.... I will start doing my revision today. although............ we'll be having small party for my bro's belated birthday celebration tonight. so i guess its not going to happen again. doom. and right this moment i was about to end my post now when i've just received a text from fel, saying 'have you done dr.janie's quiz' ? and that fucking reminds me i fucking completely forgot about it. can my day gets any worse? ZZZZZZ

Thursday, April 12, 2012

EAT SHIT

I Fucking hate UMS. I really do. I've been waiting for almost 2 months now. and they still havent refund our cash. I NEED MY REFUND SO BAD. FUCK UMS! FUCK U ALL!

I suddenly want ....

a dog.... I've seen people keep posting a dog's pictures nowadays in FB made me want to pet a dog once more. Although i vowed not to have dog anymore. cause back in my previous years, we've been taking care of dogs. Most of them died cause of their sickness. Usually after they died, i would mourn for them for almost 2 weeks. I would cry like there's no tomorrow. I remember the last dog that we had, Tommy had some kind of disease that cant be cured. My dad end up sending him somewhere so that i didnt have to watch him die. But the saddest of all part is, i didnt want him to die at some place he's not familiar with. That was the day i vowed to never pet a dog anymore. I rather not to feel the pain anymore.

The only pet i have now is my koi fishes.. one of them died last week. I would blame that stupid SESB for the 1 and a half day black out. They had to suffer almost 2 days without the malfunction oxygen in my aquarium. How would you like if i wrap your head with a plastic bag for 1 day, mr SESB guy? Would you die? i wonder.. speaking about dying, cicada almost killed me. in case you havent know , this is how cicada looks like :
ewww... look at how green it is. and the wings. and ewww... and most of all, i really hate their sounds. My biggest fear after cockroaches. gaaaahhh.. This morning, it was on my printer. And it really Scare the shit outta me when it suddenly started to fly out and i almost fell down from my computer chair. If it really lands on my head one day, i would scream the top of my lungs and will hit it with a table. D:

I am the number 1 Procrastinator




The good things about having best friend staying at your house is that, you'll get to do fun stuff together. Bad thing? fun stuff = not including assignments + procrastinating (A LOT). LOL. Kee2 went over to stay 3D 2N at my place. and that explain why time goes by sooooo freaking fast. cause when u finally get to enjoy something, the speed of time goes really fast. I cant believe today's Thursday. I havent even start any of my assignments yet. hahahah.. and if it wasn't for kee2 , i wouldn't' even start doing my mandarin homework who keeps forcing me like hell. ugghhh.. And trust me, she's been acting like a real mum during that time. seriously. 'Go wash your feet!' 'Go do your homework' 'How long your going to act like a pig!' 'Stop playing games!' 'Stop scratching!' lol. Anyway, Thank you for letting me to polish your nails even you didn't like it. And sorry that i failed to bring you to Mega Long and cooked watan mee for you. >.< will make it up to you some other time ok?



Sunday, April 8, 2012

Happy Easter to Christians out there!


Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ!
In his great mercy he has given us new birth into a living
hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead ...
1 Peter 1:3

A short moral story of mine

Has anyone ever break your promises? She'll be like 'I promise' with her most sincere face and tone. Did that ever happen to you? Well, i myself ALMOST had this situation. and now i know, why we can never break a promise. Once you've promised, there will be no turning back.

:D

I cant believe im saying this, but it's that time again~!! weee.. a week of mid semester break! isnt it cool! after this holiday, we'll be having our mid term test and assignments need to be submitted! YEAY! Which means we need to study and doing our bunch of shitty assignments during this week! what an enjoyable holiday! XD I SUPER DUPER LOVE THIS!!!



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Bitch please, cant u see im being sarcastic?

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

Monday, April 2, 2012

really..


Dear God, I know i havent been to church for so long,
So im really sinful,
im starting to lose my faith,
I cant feel your presence,
sadness has taken all over me,
Dear God,
I need you back..

Sunday, April 1, 2012

Praise the Lord

Palm Sunday commemorates the triumphal entrance of Christ into Jerusalem (Matthew 21:1-9), when palm branches were placed in His path, before His arrest on Holy Thursday and His Crucifixion on Good Friday It thus marks the beginning of Holy Week, the final week of Lent, and the week in which Christians celebrate the mystery of their salvation through Christ's Death and His Resurrection on Easter Sunday.