YOU SHOULD TOTALLY WATCH THIS

 

Ignore the date. Got it from random website. haha. but WHATS MORE IMPORTANT IS THAT IRON MAN 3 ROCKS MY SOCKS! i think i might gonna get Dora the explorer's watch. Its limited edition as Tony said. LoL

Im sorry i've cursed too much

Event this. event that. event shit. event. event..event. fucking event. i am NEVER fond of event ever since shits happen. The last time we've organised an event didnt go pretty well i guess. Even in this semester. what can i say..? Welcome to the real world. where there's bitchy leader whose mouth is fucking rude, miss-know-everything who always interrupt people, 2 sided face which you dont know which to slap first, a timid looking dude but in reality he can be the meanest among all and the quiet one which prefer to just watch and learn. and that would be me. sometimes i feel guilty for not defending someone who deserve it. i mean, why cant i just stand up and just bitch fight with them? The answer is. Well. since i've been helping myself to control my emotions, im afraid i would just explode like nobody's business. And things will be totally different. and people would hate me, afraid of me or whatsoever. i wouldnt want that to happen. Plus, this is our last semester. We still need to corporate. But the truth is, i really want to let this out. seriously. i've been waiting for one day to just let it all out. sigh. i am such a coward. ugh. and bottom line, i think its about time you STFU, bitch. 

I dont want to live on this Planet anymore

And i mean it, literally. Perhaps, writers from some other planet is way better than here. I mean seriously, Why the fuck would Charline Harris do such a bad bad bad ending. My mood is totally ruin knowing this. i can never face this world anymore. Dear Charline Harris,  u just made a fucking massive mistake. Are you out of your fucking mind?? THE ONLY MAN THAT SHOULD END UP WITH SOOKIE IS ERIC NORTHMAN! YOU CRAZY BASTARD!! I swear you're gonna get your house on fire by Eric's fans. lol. Totally wasted the voucher on these stupid books. I cant believe it. Sam is no match with Eric. Sucks Balls. Totally agree with one of the fans:

'I always knew this was possible, but what was the point of all these books if that's how it ends? I mean, the word "dead" is in every title and she doesn't end up with the "dead" vamp? I mean, Eric is the only appealing male character in all of the books. I haven't read the last two books because I've been waiting to see how it ends. Glad I didn't waste my time...'

You'll always be my baby
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Jealousy

What about it? people say jealousy is good. it means that he/she really do care about you. But for me, jealousy can be so hurtful not only for the person who are being jealous, but also to the person that is dealing with the jealous person. It's like this... if this person is jealous, he/she would say something hurtful to you like 'i understand if you've already forgotten about me'.  that is not true okay? saying something that is not true really hurts so bad. This used to be the thing that i wanted from you. that jealousy. because i thought u never care. But now, its a different story. The way you've expressed your jealousy and anger is way too painful for me. I really hope things wouldnt changed between us. Because you really mean a lot to me from the very beginning. Im sorry if i was being oblivious before this. But trust me, i've never forgotten you. I can swear this because only God knows what i've been through. Knowing you is not a coincidence. its a fate.. and with that, im really glad.. because if God didnt send you to me, i wouldnt know how will i be able to survive during that particular moment until now. You are one of my precious things. You taught me about letting go of what's bad. Thank you.. If it weren't for you, i would probably be a messed up creature. I will never forget you until the very end.

Lame ass

Im glad i still have my blog. Although i've been abandoning it for so long... its always here, and everything remains the same. Unlike Facebook. Keep changing their themes for no good reason. sigh. And plus, its getting annoying than ever. Oh, no. im not talking about the facebook itself. Im saying the people in it. yea. everyone is getting annoying. But not everyone. Especially that one particular person. Just keep your negative shit to urself already okay? no one wants to listen. Just because your life is all messed up, you cant just simply let out your bullshit thoughts. your polluting the atmosphere. UGH. bitch please. and one more annoying thing. what is it people with these status nowadays? like " oohhhh..i've been nice for too long, its time to show them who i really am", "I was a very nice person until u pisses me off, now i shall change to your worse nightmare". Oh brother... yeaahh.. i would really like to see them to morph to a tiger, lion, dinosaur or whatever fierce animal you can think of like LITERALLY. Now that's really threatening. i mean seriously. Its been 'YOU' all the time. people dont really change from nice to a bad one. The 'bad/fierce' personality is already in you. its been there all the time. They just need to come out at the right time. PFFTT.. lame ass.