Mozart Helps. Trust me

Final is just around the corner. Final is just around the corner. Final is just around the corner. Final is just around the corner. That's how i literally feels right now. really... Seems like it was just yesterday seconds ago i've been saying those words. And guess what.. you'll never going to believe me what im about to say right now.. final is just around the corner... so as usual, im really struggling like shit. since this will be the end of everything. Yes, im a little sad. cant believe im leaving ums soon. sigh. Im going to miss everything. im going to miss my friends, making fun of the lecturers, the toilet, the squeaky chairs that always kills our ears, that messy tutorial room, the library.. the... oh wait. this is not the time. i'll save this for later. right after i've finish all the papers. ugh.

You call me stupid? I fake smile everyday and you believe it.

Have you ever been in depression and there's nothing you can do about it? yeahh... im seriously tired of that.. but most of all im tired of faking my smile and pretending to be happy when im not. it's really tiring. i am also tired of being with a bunch of people that you're not fond of. I am sick of all their shits. i need my happy mood back. Ugh. I would really like to be emotionless right now. i mean. Feeling angry, sad, moody, or depressed is taking away all my energy. you wont have to give a single fuck if someone pisses you off or whatsoever. how good is that? :)