Dear drugs, you know how much i need you..

When you dislike something especially a person, DONT ever hate them. DONT! I know it sounds ridiculously impossible but the more you hate them, the more it will attach to you. Trust me..It happens to me like all the time. It would be better off if you could just pretending to 'like' them. And ugh, i think i can finally forgive her rudeness now.

Last night, oat came over to visit me and as usual, we've talked about a lot of stuffs, from a very serious topic to a very LEAST serious topic. lols. And the whole area at my place went black out when i was in the middle of watching 'tangled' (yes, i bought the piracy version.lols.) and oat was playing bubble in fb. hahaha. She was so cute for being addicted to that game. XD

Anyway, i realise that im becoming weaker and weaker each day. When i wake up every morning, my activeness would only last till 11am-12pm. After that time, i'll turn extremely weak, lazy, and sleepy that i dont even bother to do my assignments for that entire day. Geez. Can someone out there gives an explanation to that? I know, maybe it's an effect for having less sleep previously and waking up every freaking 3am. Although i've been sleeping for long hours quite recently and still, im always sleeeeeeeepy! This is not good. :/