I feel sad for no reason

When i was lil, I used to sleep with a peace mind

there was nothing to dwell on
Everyday is exciting
Everything seems to go on your way
But things are different now
I couldn't sleep well every night
not cause im having insomnia or something
Being a grown up is difficult
Everyday is like a night mare
Nothing seems to be in your right track
Especially when you are handling two things at one time
Especially when no one truly understand
No one's lending a shoulder to cry on
Sometimes
i wish i could turn back time
i could just be back being young kids again
i could just disappear
someone would just murder me
i could just die..
And sometimes....
i wish i wasn't born.