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Sigh. Maybe im fated not to work. i'd be better off at home doing nothing.

I need money. not a job.

Im currently hunting for jobs..so far, nothing really suits me. I was thinking about working at the southern bakery but no rest time will be given.. nuts.. 3pm till 10pm without any short break. i dont think i can even get to eat. well, maybe im used to have an hour rest time at my previous work place. so its kinda big deal for me. lol. But then again, its a cashier job. 7 hours of standing and working with the cash register is going to be soooo boring! especially when there's no customers. geez. at least 30 minutes break will do. ish.

Then i went to city mall this morning and i manage to find one shop that has 'Job vacancies, walk-in interview' note that's being advertised on its wall. They'll call me this afternoon. well? its afternoon now.. Still didnt get any unknown number calling~ gaahh.. Hopefully they'll accept me..:S

Dear Huni Buni Luff

Do you remember those times when we gave someone a wedgie? stole a man's boxer? puke in her bag? Burned the classroom? Running naked around the school? Hired some bad ass to slap that bitch? I know, i dont remember them either. i wanted to try really badly running naked, though. LOL. But i bet my whole life that you'll surely remember this:

Awww.. that's the sweetest thing that you've ever written for me, love. So, since today is your BIRTHDAY, im going to do an 'answer poem' to a previous poem of urs. well, more like a response poem i mean. lols. Here goes nothing.

Huni Buni Luff....
Yes, you've always been my other half like a small child needs the pacifier
and the pacifier needs the child. (LOL),
You'll never let me apart cause im always there inside your Locked heart.
and only Muhauz have the 'key' to ur heart.

I cant always be by your side but i really do think and care about you a lot,
And that's how i show u that i truly care ,

Baby, there's no doubt that im yours. i feel warm and safe whenever ur arms are wrapped around me, Seems like our friendship has gone too far that now, we're in relationship,

You are mine, my Best Friend,
whom i will always love until the very end.
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY LOVE!! *FRENCH KISSU*

With lots of ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥,
Muhauz...

flap your wings and fly

Omgsh..Thank God your back, bloggie..thought i'd never see you again. you're the only place that would hear all my rants and stuff. heee.. any any anyway i would like to announce that i , Madona James BB10110310, have finally completed my finals for this semester!!! hahahahahahahahahhaha... once again, im a free bird!! wohooo!!! Oh dear.. it feels like it was only yesterday i've been saying those same thing. Time, time, you sure are faster than the bullet train!

i was really struggling for this last subject since it's the only opportunity that i could at least score B+. So i've actually read the whole book without me even knowing, until i've realised deja vu. lol. Surprisingly, the paper was quite easy for me. really an awkward thing to say ! but It really pays off everything after forcing myself to memorise those nonsense theories. so yea, im quite confident for this subject! Hopefully there's a slight changes in my result this time.

Then Paul, Fel, Zul, Lala and I went to 1b as for this so called 'freedom from stress' celebration. hahah.While Paul and Lala are with their decent behavior, Fel, Zul and I were the crazy ones instead. We were laughing our ass off the whole time with our lame jokes. lol. Paul and Fel are going back tomorrow. gonna miss them for 4 months..bon voyage dear paul and fel! have a safe journey alright! Too bad didnt bring my s.e phone.. otherwise i could have snap lots of pictures and upload it here. sigh.

4 months is quite loooong. so im gonna start working soon. but im currently still searching for vacancies. This time, im going for a small bakery shop! i had enough of working at big places like supermarket. B4 doing so, im gonna need a short time out. heee. I shall enjoy relaxing now. .

What are you trying to tell me, blue giant?

Last night i had the weirdest dream ever!! but there's never been a normal dream for me.. except for this one dream, i was kinda dating with tesshi. hehehehehehe . now that's normal. anyway, as i was saying about my dream last night, a blue planet suddenly appeared at the sky out of nowhere! it was surrounded by the ring and i surely assume it's the neptune planet since it was blue. and neptune planet is also known as the blue giant. its wicked!! then i took several pictures of it hoping to upload it on fb or blog but too bad it was only a dream. it looks exactly like the pic above. Of all planets, why neptune? Thor isnt from neptune right? cause i've just watched Thor 2 days ago. and recently i never watch sailormoon either. hmmm.. i hope its not a bad sign or anything. how weird of that.. dreaming about neptune planet..

Gaga

Oh gosh.. Im so not going to fall asleep tonight.. I've just done watching 'the echo' horror movie.. The movie isnt that scary actually.. but since i was watching it ALONE with the LIGHTS OUT really did scared the shit out of me. Dear brain.. be nice to me, and dont give me any nightmares today, pretty please.. *yawn* omgsh..no, no, no, eyes!! do not close yet! at least when my sis is back. I dont wish to sleep alone now.. ok that's it. i think imma watch something happy and funny now.. i dont wanna end up having nightmares.

I NEED TO DISTRACT MY BRAIN.. okay lets see, lets see ...aahhh, okay! maybe i should talk about something else. something that would help me to forget about that scary scenes. Okay. The next thing im going to say is about a person. is it possible to dislike your closest friend and especially when he/she's being really super nice to you? I know, isnt that like ridiculously stupid.. why would you hate anyone that's being nice to you. Although... he/she kinda has this attitude that i dont really like. and it really vexes me a lot. hmm..okay, maybe he/she isnt that SUPER nice. I dont know.. its like im trying to avoid this person, but i feel guilty if i do so. what should i do about this stupid n weird feeling..??

im currently listening to gaga's brand new single, Judas. Cool song but i just dont understand why most people especially Christians proclaimed that she's making fun of Christians? Eee.. if you really listen to the lyric, I THINK she's not. overall what she's trying to tell is that, she's in love with Judas BUT she did mention that Jesus is her virtue. look :

I wanna love you But something's pulling me away from you
Jesus is my virtue, Judas is the demon I cling to I cling to

As a catholic, i dont find it disturbing. Or maybe it's just me that dont really know what's behind all this. lols. but that's part of the lyric. see~~...but ya la... some of the lyrics just doesn't make any sense. like suddenly 'wear ear condom' .sigh. wth is that. ear got a condom too? lols. why dont u try to be normal just for once, Stefani Joanne Angelina Germanotta.. *yawnnnn* im starting to have blurry vision now. okay, gonna get some sleep now. nighty nite folks.

For 32 years, you've been a great mum...

First and foremost, i would like to wish all mom and especially my mom a HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY~~!! Woke up at 6am sharp today ( well, actually 6.10am..heheheh.) and gave mom the present that we bought yesterday. :D im really glad that she liked the perfume. Basically, all we did today was just prepare breakfast for her, and most importantly, keep her favorite kitchen in spick and span. Usually, if she sees any unwashed dishes on the sink, glasses with yesterday's coffee in it ( believe it or not, u can even see a dead fly floating which is really nasty), she'll nag like crazyyyy. and i wouldn't want to upset her especially on mother's day. So it's my job to make sure the kitchen is spotless.

and when she went upstairs this morning, im really pleased to see her smile plastered on her face. :D Pheww.what a big relieve. although, im kinda jealous of people uploaded their mother's day CAKE on facebook. we weren't able to buy or even bake cake for mum..T_T sigh. If only, i have talent in baking. i would do something like this for her.

One of these day i will. you'll see~ and i wouldnt have to steal pictures from any websites showing off theirs. cause im going to snap my very own handmade cake. :P Also, i've tried doing this so called zero failure cake recipe this morning. thought i could give a surprise for mom.. buuuuut i kinda screwed up a bit and it didnt turn out good. haiyaaaa.. i might be trying my 2nd attempt tomorrow. Too bad dad isnt here with us today to celebrate cause he's busy with his current job now.

*click fb tab* WHY DOES EVERYONE HAVE TO UPLOAD THEIR MOTHER'S DAY CAKE IN FB??? hmmppphhhh!!... Anyway, as i've said, im going to make it super blast for mum next year..:S Oh, and wanna know something that can make u go 'WOW' ? I've been watching soft copy movies since 12noon until 9pm like CONTINUOUSLY ..hahahahah.. i have 1 more paper this thursday. Not a big deal for me cause i'll be using rifle to answer. heheheh. Well.....i shall end my post here, havent take my shower yet. nasty me! XD

I love you, mummy with all my heart. <3

Why dont u pretend to be a pinata so that everyone can smash u with a baseball bat.

Say a person asking you whether you're a girl or a boy. And consider that you're a perfectly fine looking girl. Doesnt it hurts and annoys you at the same time..And I think that person is absolutely....uhm, what do these people call it nowadays?...oh that's right, STUPID RETARDED BRAIN. All you can think is about your stupid selfish feelings. I dont know if you're just pretending to be stupid or that your brain isn't working well enough to know what's happening around you. sigh. Like seriously, do u really need me to tell you all the time that im a girl? Anyway. this is just an expression. Whether or not you're reading this, U should know what bullshit im talking about. Oh yea right. what am i thinking.

Selfish people will never understand.

In your face, exam week~!!! XD

i have 7 more days before i can finally end my finals~!!! 1 more paper on next thursday~ AND IM A FREE BIRD AFTER THAT. YESS~!!! I CAN HARDLY WAIT.HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. HOHOHOHOHOHOHOH. HIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHI.

We'll kill the fatted calf tonight

Short forms makes it easy for us to type longer words like using 'wer' instead of 'where', 'wanna' instead of 'want to', the famous 'lol' instead of 'laughs out loud' but definitely not 'tit' instead of 'teeth'. LOLS. Now dont tell me u dont know what does 'tit' mean. Apparently this morning, i was texting to a friend and accidentally sent a ridiculously stupid message like 'im brushing my tit now'. lolss..Good thing he doesnt know what it means since he just replied me 'ok'. ahahaha~

Anyway, ya'll know when a person doing that yoga or meditation thingy right.. they'll make some sort of bee sound like 'ooommmmmm...oommmmmm~~' right? Im not really sure about the spelling but it sounds something like that. Yea, so i've watched this one cartoon where this guy was doing the yoga thingy and doing that sound like this 'ooommmmmm..... ommmmmmm... ommmmmm.... oommmmmgggggggg... this is so boring!' hahahahahaha..get it? that literally made me LOL-ED. ugh, okay lame. ~.~ Shoo crickets!!

Currently im falling head over heels for 'bennie and the jets' song . And i love Haley Reinhart 's version from american idol. I really love her husky voice..! She's way better than Lauren alaina. Pardon me Lauren's fans, that's just my opinion. I used to like lauren's voice too but now..i think haley is just too awesome! buuhh..buuhh..buuhh..bennie and the jets~XD oh, and if you're wondering what on freakin earth does my title post mean, that's actually part of the bennie and the jets lyric. XD

And today im really really really reaaaaaallly going to force myself to study. i have 2 freakin papers tomorrow. OMGSH SPEAKING OF WHICH, WHAT THE HELL DID I DO SINCE LAST THURSDAY? I SHOULD HAVE STUDIED WHEN I HAVE THAT THURSDAY, FRIDAY, SATURDAY, SUNDAY AND MONDAY FREE TIME. Oh well..This is me. the number one procrastinator in the whole wide world. sigh sigh sigh. Okay, yapping wont do any good..im off to my study room now. :P

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Please hear my whisper

We all know that people tend to get jealous when they consider them self not as perfect as the others. But then again, just like that old cliche says 'nobody is perfect'.............right? But how come she has it and i dont? :( long hair, an hour glass body, darling voice, smart and she's damn gorgeous.. oh come on! what can possibly makes her imperfect huh? She almost has everything she needs! sigh. I know, i know...being jealous is not good. Especially when your comparing about your physical beauty. But be realistic, being perfect is like every girls dream. Omgsh..i feel like im having 2 sides of me talking. the bad sides and the good sides.lols. Dear hair, if only u could understand what im saying now, please grow longer... Okay..i reaaallly should stop now..=x

P/s: i know this pic has nothing to do with my post today. But i made this to his phone~wakaakakkak.. I love him so much. <3